Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you that I can't keep loving you.
*Only half of my mind, though. :/*

I'm such a jerk to fall for a person whom I know will never like me back. :| I hate to hear everything. All of it. But no matter how hard I try to push the thought away, it still comes back and it makes me more close to crying. How vulnerable I am! I don't even have even an inch of right to be. Argh! Why is loving so hard - and painful?

Anyway, let's change the topic. I don't want to be in total distress, really.

We have tons of things to do. Review for EXAMS, do a reaction paper in RHGP, find something soft for our monito/monita and define some terms in AP. Today's such a hectic day. Science is fuuun! First time ever. :D That's because of the high grade I got. Mantakinmo? Lucky. ^^

PE was the best. I had soooooo much fun playing Doble Tamaang Tao. Though it's really sweaty and all that, I still had fun. I kind of like forgot my blessings - :)) - and just played like there's no tomorrow. Sir Ryan's a natural! He's awesome. So does Jared. Mamaw eh. Anyway, it could've been a straight-three-point win if Sir wasn't helping the other team. Kamustanamanyon? Kidding. We didn't quite mind much that part. We had fun eh. CJ was great too. So is Renzo. I lolled while hiding from the ball when the others get hit and they just end up posing different - I mean, weird... as in really weird - posses. =)) roflmao. That's the best part.

I ate a lot today. Again. Hahaha. I ate noodles with lumpiang shanghai during recess and crabsticks at lunch. I also munched a turon and vanilla cornetto at dismissal. Takawkonoh? Well, maybe you know why I'm eating so much. I guess. :)

Jersey number: 3. Okay. I'm G-3 and so I got 3. Whatever. What a number, right? Micha needs the 18 badly so I gave it to her na. Maybe I'll figure out a number soon. A better one. Or I should stick to three nalang. It's not that bad naman eh. I just wish our color will be b l u e. That's a lot more better. If it's pink, it would only remind me of something... Ahem, I mean, someone... Okayyy. Next topic please! :]

Mirro's sooo funny. Hmn, speaking of funny, I laughed a lot today. =)) I just felt like almost all things were funny. Even talked to Kathrine, Dadie and Hanna about them. I shared a secret with both Kathrine and Dadie too. Okay, next topic again. c: Anyway, it was really fun. Niel was having those days again, when he would just stare at his paper and write nothing. :)) But Niel is funny. Really. Seeing him with that face, it just makes me laugh.

Oh, we're gonna have a post test in Filipino tomorrow. And a quiz in Math and Science. What else? I still have to make up for my quiz in Health. This is so nerve-wracking. Fvck. How could you expect me to take all those exams in just one day? Shutthefckup. Mehn, this is horrible. :o

Maybe we're gonna join in a dance competition in Camella. I guess so. Whatever. I don't feel like coming though. We have periodicals ahead, and even a lot more things to do. How the hell could we make a new dance? Tell me! Kidding. I mean, we have different scheds and sure the heck I don't want to go home late again. :/ Dad's gonna kill me. Mom's gonna fry me up. Argh. Yummy? :| Anyway, we'll just see what happens.

Wanted: New crush. End of sentence.

Good night everyone! Sleep tight. *Could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. Either way I don't wanna wake up from you.* >:)

I know it's early but I'm greeting everyone, regardless. I wish I could go to Simbang Gabi too. XD Merry Christmas everybodeeeey! =p~


Drifting off into the candlelight,
Charm. ;p